was browsing through some email....
came across a very saddening attachment..
this reminded me how stupid i was afew years ago
problems were already there
should have get done with it...
but...

i realise how EASILY ppl can break your trust
and how much i dont trust
and know how fragile trust is

now can feel the fear of history repeating itself...
how long can u trust
OR how long can u last without breaking the trust....
conclusion: ........... cant think of one...

very disturb..... just move on.. i want to get over it...

ORD LO

mixed feeling....

HAPPY

THAT I AM FREED

SAD

THAT I AM JOBLESS

despo for $ MUHAHAHA

sometimes you just know time to leave..... you are drifting off le.... no point persist.... moving on with life....

soon... time of crisis... what i really want to do? i really dunno... so many things i want to do... but feeling constrain....arghhhh just wanna be lock up alone.... took ** today to clear up some stuff in my room and set up a network at home... feeling sad? or uncertain? life... got to move forward... will try...

.... many things i need to do...

1) rearrange my songs (cost: 3X good 1 hours)
2) rearrange my animes (cost: 1X good month)
3) get myself a new harry potter last book (i forget whom i lend it to haiz..) (cost: roughly $30)
4) repair my IBM laptop (cost: $250)
5) rearrange my blank cds (cost: 1x good 1hour)
6) check out the photos CDs (cost: 1X good 1day)
7) prepare material for SUN tuition (cost: 1X 3hours)
8) Find ways to earn money!!! (cost: like forever sia)
9) do a timetable to organise my time properly (cost: like hell long la zzz)
LOL thats hell lot of things to do la

hmmm... in taiwan le... taiwan weather is cool... just like rainy days in singapore.... using office com... very laggy.... dying of boredom... starting to feel emo...
trying to rush my uni essay.... trying not to over spent....

ARGHHH so may things to do and i can find the motivation to do....

i feel like i have a millions of things on my back.... feeling the burden... abit resent my life....

!@#$% how!!! i am only 22 only about 1/4 of my life and i starting to resent it... how to get through the remainding years?? feeling so confused... thinking of giving up everything... but cant to so cos too many things is in the back of my mind... din know its so hard to let everything go in life...

going off soon le... will go back and think more about life... finding something worth working for... (hard to do so, might have no result) might go missing again...

NOOOOO MONEY!!! haiz how~....