hmmm... these few days happened alot of things... nationals... inner struggles... and studies...
nationals was just so so lor... its ever dark as usual.... zzz but at least i din not fail my self... i have done my best :)
studies...=.= still the same!!! like no progress la! now feeling very F up... due to studies.... dunno la very scared that A level will screw up again zzzzz
inner world of my is more F up..... i like bring nothing but troubles zzzz.... my onw emotions cannot control le... then i some more cause my friens to suffer... feel disgusted by myself... sometimes just feel like emo then cut off from everybody!!!! just lone...
maybe.... lone is a better way out for me....