dunoo.. been missing lessons these days... but seriously i feeling mentally ill... i dunno wad i wad to do... i like feeling abit aimless... 4 years.... i am stuck at this stage of life.... finally when i want to move on, the uncertainties in the future scares me abit... i start to be stress by the work load... i can revise at all... = history might repeats itself...last year i attended all lessons ok... but result like shit... so this year i wanna do it my self.... at least i know i will be more focus... shit lessons la... ok.. not say its not helping.... but the work laod is terrible... i losing control of myself le...


my head just suddenly have piercing pain... feeling full or air... not stomache... it like chest very tight.... very irritated easily... i am just trying to control... i nearly lost temper..... just feel like snapping back at everybody... but i held back... i know i am wrong.... i am losing my self... sooon... just hope.. i can go through this last month....zzz

~hoping~~

hm went school study...but cannot concentrate.. walk walk.. saw them cleaning cats.. join them a while.. then wasking mummy cat.. she was meowing so loudly tt a teacher came and gave a a tslk... hmm wanted to slip off but seems to bu jiang yi qi.. so stay till she finish talking...

hmm went back to study.. then kena ps by XX...so staying school longer... then went to eat kfc... and then icecream... lol!!! then rush to AMK to replace my spoilt ezlink card... then rush home again to change so can rush down to indoor stadium...

watch wushu performances lor... abit turned off cos 2 years ago one got more to watch lol.... well after tt show... pull stun again.. walk walk to mac then had little pranks here and there... then got jio to watch rogue ass.. went to plaza.. then buy 230 tickets... haha then tok cok abit.. then go watch liao... btw mel my 8 dollar hahaha... cheat me watch this show.... haha...after show... wait for first bus lor... then reach home around 7 zzzzz

slept abit.. and btw its raining... then someone say dont want to swim....then purposely dont call me when rain stop.. haha PS-er haha jk... then jy jio go study.. lol then went kfc lunch....then go pool ..... zzz hmm abit waste money again.. damn la i like getting out of control liao... then when to have dinner.. then study at mos till 2230 lor.. then go home......... haiz... lost every round to her lor... sian la.... haha doesnt matter la.. Alevel more important.. hahaaha this postends here liao :)

hmm had used to mrl to do work haha so effective la... i choing quite alot... then went out had dinner wif sophie.. and 2 more guys.. well they very funny sia... keep seeing cats around wor heehee... haha had too much joke for one dinner le la!! haha busy laughing lor.. and i managed to shoot yr muhahaha "yea u tap de" heehee kk gtg nites

You Are 50% Left Brained, 50% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

haiz today cannot wake up la... then my dad ask me go eat breakfast... then he sent me to school..i was rushing alot of my work in library lor... the went over to junyi house to rest abit... haha his niece cute cute haha.... sort of scare of strangers.. but also curious... haha she keep running about...


after tt went mos...again haha but late lor.. sharon was there liao haha.. sorry sia.. wont have the next time le la...

was mugging till like siao haha or should i say highlighting till like crazy haha.... abusing junyi and sharon highlighters..... at mos we over heard so lian speech haha... say something like both her parents want her to be very money minded... love come second.... lol hmmm.. and she said one more sentence.... of course i believe my mother la... she my mother lor... i came out from her !@#$%... then they left... was abit shock to hear this so loud lor hmm....


nvm those are not main in today's entry..

FINALLY.... my ezlink card fail me le... cannot tap arghhhh... zzzz need to make new one liao....haiz.. and both of the study buddies go take pic of my dog bitten ezlink card... zzz.. kena weiling virus le ar...

haha kk late le.. i wanna zzz liao nites!!!!!

I wont ttell u
I wont breathe a word about
I will keep mum about it
forget Is the word

haiz... haha i full of secret la... just wanna let go :P

hmmm abit of updates...

sat went school studied wif jy... cb.. and wl... zzz i made alot of noise there lor haha like so evil la distracting them zzz :X haha

then evening continue to study lor... then...buy cal bdae present.. and mel came along... zzz haha

after tt went home... then rush out again to mel house... tmd lor... haha no wireless de zzzzzzzz whole night no msn.. so terrible la... zzzz haha then just watch tv and teach mel play lf2 and lf2.5 haha


then next day, sunday... went to cal house to celebrate his bday haha....

had fun lor... lalaa got mahjong!!! sian starting win... then start to lose.. then win back my terrible losses haha..

oh ya the present i got of cal is a *come come paradise* lighter haha i was looking at the cover at first din know it was a lighter lor haha



after mahjong i quickly go toilet haha then rush to meet junyi.. i was so late la...zzz ps ps....we went to mos to study... then got some one join us hahaha she very distracted la... do differention... hor sharon, lol then went to play para para haha... not me la... is sharon and jy... well they good at it.. i cannot play la... unless u all wanna see a blob bouncing around isitt haha... so was datonaing all the time lor....

Taken from Sharon's blog~~~



List out your top 5 birthday presents u wish for:


#1-Parents Stay Happy n Healthy!
#2-Friends Stay Happy n Healthy!
#3-Score my As!
#4-Earn lots of money!!!
#5-Hmm.. a SECRET! haha~~(copy from her de :P)



1. The person who tagged u is:
- sharon


2. Your relationship with her is:
- SCHOOLMATE wahaha and FRIENDS


3. Your 5 impressions of her:
-nice to talk wif la
-chinese speaking :P haha (not used to your ang mo)
-friendly
-NOisy (tts why nice to talk wif)
-violent!!! (haha) finally i saying out le


4. The most memorable thing she has done for you:
- ask me questions about the china trip haha :P


5. The most memorable words she has said to you:
-pot calling kettle black haha


6. If she becomes your lover, you will?:
- ehhhh how i know wor this kind of thing hor i leave it to fate de lor :D so i wont think about it ;)


7. If she's your lover, what she has to improve on?:
- be yourself? haha


8. If she becomes your enemy, you will:
- just ignore her lor as if she dont exist...


9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason is:
- backstabbed her?? tts wad she hated most o.O


10. The most desired thing you would like to do for her now is?:
- wahh very hard leh... i only help when help is needed leh so.. hmmm...


11. Your overall impression of her:
- the truth of false... haha noisy and violent la :X... no la...very nice person!!!(wei da) ;)


12. How do you think people around you will feel about you:
- ( haix) useless?? and flirt??


13. The character you love about yourself is:
- Optimistic!! haha will always feel better..


14. On the contrary, what character you hate about yourself:
- being an ass sometimes


15. The most ideal person I would like to be:
- still myself :D


16. For the people who cared & liked you say something to them:
- I LOVE YOU!


17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that u wish to know how they feel about u.
Hey, please do k? Its quite fun though its long. Thanks (:
*1: sharon!!!
*2: XX
*3. HY
*4. Junyi
*5. magde
*6. traces
*7. cal
*8. ronnie
*9. mel ang
*10.victoria


Who's #2 having relationship with:
- ehhh no one yet


Is #9 a female/male:
- male


If #1 & #10 be together, will it be a good thing:
- Lolx. impossible! both hav a sum1 in mind n they are GERS! (no need to change haha)


#3 and #4:
-ehhhhh hope not la :X


#2 studying about:
-Diver... but prefer to study games...


When was the last time you chatted with #3:
-5hours ago


What kind of music does # 8 like:
- metal rock


Does #6 has any siblings?:
- 1 Sis!


Will u woo # 3?:
- see how first.. say le ths kind of things is 'yuan fen'


How about #7?:
- NO NO.. i not gay!!!


Is #4 single:
- nope but got alot of rumours heehee


Surname of #5:
- yeo


What's the hobby of #5:
- Sing, rot at home haha!! (should be abit of guessing here.. :S)


#3 studying at:
- Yishun Junior College


Have you tried developing feelings for #8?:
- damn it.. lol how many times must i say i not gay sia


Where does #9 live:
- yew tee


What colour does #4 like:
- blue


Are #1 and #3 best friends?:
- 1 dont even know who is 3 lor


Does #7 like #2?:
- ehh i really think my buddies are not gays too


How do you know #2:
- sec 1 classmate


Does #5 have a pet?:
- no..


.... finally finish liao zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

BOO!! its been one month plus plus le...

had been spending the whole day do my new blogskin.... haiz... now in school wasting time :X john next to me trying to break my phone game's score... haha u WILL never beat it!!!!!!

hmm... should be studying... but turn out i am doing this... kinda feeling guilty for slacking...

just finish outing wif miss lim... yea had fun... did alot of catching up... we had pool wif her... then getting late le.. then go home... spent about... 20+++ dollars hmmm....

well sometimes just feel so emo... but then dunno use wad words to describe.. haiz.... nvm just see everything goes bah.. =)