life seems to have
many stages.
many phases
many decisions
many desires
many unfulfiled aims
many many...

hate to admit.
i feel old.
i feel that i have many incomplete in life.

sometimes i wish i could just be freed from such mundane stuff.
sometimes i wish i am not burdened by so many factors in life.
sometimes i wish i had someone there to support me.
sometimes i wish i dont exist.

everything i went through seems like a performance

Growing up in a tuition centre having no childhood.
breezing through primary school life.
slogging through secondary school.
wasting time in JC.
slacking off army.

WHAT HAD I ACCOMPLISHED?? NOTHING!!
even now i cannot even properly tahan a desk job...
feeling hopeless and useless...

feels like i am fading off from this world.
and nothing seems to be able to stop it.
life seems to be coming to an end.

cant write le bye....